I do find that whilst working on this, I've actually been enjoying myself for once. I can't let myself get away with such a loose style forever (although plenty of folk apparently do) but as a way of getting something "creative" done whilst on duty, it's kind of working out.
Perhaps it's getting a wee bit more autobiographical than I planned, but that's okay. It's odd, but I was thinking the other day about how there were probably other folk there at the time who would say it wasn't like that at all. Was for me, though. Everyone has their own experience. We are ultimately alone.